I Don’t NEED you!

Back Off. I don’t need your help.

Which is the most pernicious lie of our culture and time. That we don’t need others. The unconscious philosophy that to really make it in this world, you need to achieve and your achievements are only worth their salt if traceable to ones sole efforts. Education experts will point out that often students negate good grades on group projects and elevate those in individual ones. Why? Because somewhere along the line the only things we get credit for are the ones we feel belong only to us.

Which is absurd, because all the things you’ve accomplished in this life, your success, has been dependent on others and many situations or experiences beyond your control I have more degrees than most people do, but that doesn’t necessarily reveal some independent quality in me such as intelligence, ambition, good planning skills, or endurance. People might assume that, but what they fail to recognize is that I was blessed with a 6th grade teacher who basically forced me to enter writing competitions. I happened to get a research fellowship when the previous peon went into rehab at Harvard and my Friday class was cancelled, thus aligning our schedules. I am successful because of many wonderful lucky breaks. Don’t get me wrong, those words do describe me well, but my success isn’t attributable to them.

Recent insight emerged that people are more lonely today than has been measured at any other time in human history. The article provided one explanation is that there are many more people living alone then ever before (we can afford to) and then points out that people are friend fishing on sites like Craigslist. They put up platonic ads like “come to the movies with me.” Why do you think that is?

I think in part we over-rely on ourselves to be “complete and fulfilled.” The single gal gags when hearing that line from Jerry McGuire…”You complete me!” Because that means I am not complete on my own. Shel Silverstein’s awesome book The Missing Piece conveys that message…that we don’t need others to be complete. To be perfect.

Well, pipe in all you married folks, but being partnered up doesn’t mean you feel complete or perfect at all. In fact, relationships only highlight your imperfections! Especially family relationships.

I think what I’ve come to realize is that others DO complete me. Which doesn’t mean that I am enough, I am sufficient, on my own. I like my me time…but I need you.

The current economic crisis, when people may be holding off on purchasing that new electronic gadget, or pursuing the library rather than buying a book at a mass bookstore, perhaps alleviates some of our dependency on being independent. Perhaps we’ll embrace our immediate community more and more. Perhaps Urban loneliness is a myth! What do you think?
But until then, some one’s got to eat these dips. Want to come over?


3 thoughts on “I Don’t NEED you!

  1. Insightful as always… One of the reasons I love being single is that it forces (right word?) — maybe encourages is a better word — me to focus on my friendships, which are extremely meaningful — downright necessary — to me.

  2. I don’t think loneliness, urban or otherwise is a myth. As it may pertain to our times, I have made a prediction to a few “online friends” that cyberspace will soon become a bedrock of society. An example might be one webpage that we sign onto and get all the info about our friends and family that we need.
    Facebook, Friendster, Myspace, Blogger etc will all be there along with our e-mail messages. It will be a lot more personal and practical. School kids will have their projects and assignments based from their “Cyberhome” because Mom and Dad have their’s as well to pay the bills and do the shopping.

    When my adopted Father past away, I wrote a poem called, “I am me because of you.” I expressed to him that I have certain qualities because of his impact on my life. That I was just a little stronger, more compassionate and had a better well being because of his input.

    We all need each others help and are who we become because of these other people. I agree with your post!


  3. What a wonderful post! I’ve lived with the illusion of being enough on my own for so long … (I fostered that because I was rejected by others during all my schooltime, so at one point I decided that did not want to need others – which isn’t true.) I needed to get 25 to find my first real friend, and I’m still friends with her. I learned so much from her, and we’re totally opposite, so maybe this is why. I’ve also realized through blogging how much happiness came into my life with other (and even like-minded!) people. In a way, it’s sad that I’m 28 now and haven’t spent more than 3 years as a social being, but the years of loniliness (and I *did* suffer from that!) have taught me to observe people very well and learn their ways, and those skills are very precious nowadays.

    Honestly: I love my indepence, and I need a lot of me-time, but I don’t want to stay alone for the rest of my life. I just wonder how that may go … I’m going to dive into academia, working every day and on the weekends, and the things I deal with aren’t the ones many people are interested in (statistics and psychometrics :D) … So I’m a nerd. And can talk to people like normal and be a friendly companion, but I’m not satisfied with just that in a relationship, when there’s only place for 10 or 20 % of me. And then my passion about the piano … *sigh* I often think the best things was to meet somebody who is like me, which means that he’s very likely engaged into the same things. I wouldn’t meet many other people during the next years anyway.

    In a nutshell: I don’t feel lonely, because I have my family (and luck with them) and friends. Many of the latter I know on the internet only, while in real life, there’s only a handful, but a good handful. I’ll get along somehow.

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